mms. for a short moment each night my heart is full. and for now, its okay. i'm good. my life is overflowing as it is already. i don't really know with what, but i have people to think about that makes my soul warm, i have things to do everyday, i have things and people that make me laugh, i have my quiet happy hours everyday, and i close my eyes each night feeling among alot of other things, happy and satisfied with my life. and i think that's the most important part of all.

things that are meant to be, will be eventually.

john mayer tonight was awesome (: i wanted to cry when he sang gravity. sighs.

someday i'll fly, someday i'll soar.

i always remember what mel said. so until you can become that, i took a deep breath last night and let it go. i shut that door. as tightly as i possibly can. and till you yourself open that door again one day, i'm not going to open it again. i'll try at least.

its an odd vacant feeling.

as much as i adore shinwoo, he's younger than me -.- which is slightly disturbing. so i shall stick to taekyung oppa or geun seok oppa.

i wish i was back in spore for the ft island concert ): grumbles.

i think i'm frightening chor ming with my slightly schizophrenic korean and japanese mood swings. snorts. i read an article today in the evening standard of how adults these days are regressing back to their childhood. oh hell yeah, i think i'm back to my 13, 14 year old self. ah to be young (: HAHA.